ni kakak?

i swear my sisters are pissing my bloody ass off. any of my sisters who are reading this post, im sorry but, this is the only place i can pour my heart out.

from YOUNG, as early as maybe like 2 1/2 years or three, i've been the one who ALWAYS do whatever they say. fine, i get it, im younger than the both of you so i cannot reject right. fine, your wish is my command. i think about almost everything they ask me to do i do know. i think ya'll are just lucky that your mother gave birth to someone who is supposingly to be your adik which is born helpful to you.

But, until now, i cannot continue being a 'slave' or a 'genie' right? even now, they take me for granted seyh. even small little things that they can do BY THEMSELVES they ask me to do. Kak Zurah with her alasans and Kak Yan with her eyes rolling and the feet stomping. which makes me forced to do. What seyh. give me a break, will ya?

And now, Kak Zurah's saying that I've becoming more like Adin. FINE AH! Adin is not your adik what. if im becoming more like him and he's becoming more like me, means, adin's your adik and im just a stupid stranger who's living in the same house which feels like hell when i come around.

and one more thing, Kak Zurah ALWAYS want a share of something delicious - chocolates, for example. you know for her birthday, she got 1 BOX of ferrerro rocher and didnt even share. yea, thnx fer sharing the van houten. i shared EVERYTHING ok kak, be mindful.

for me, just, thank god i have friends. for now, they're more closer than them especially pasirian fam. uuuuhhhhh!!!!!! ok, err..... fer those who treat me as a friend or more, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BRIGHTENING UP MY LIFE!

bbtc
izaan

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since raDiDi asked me to update, i update

k lah, i was lyk, "I'm so gonna be dead tomorrow". cz ms vanitha found out.
then i was thinkin, "eh tomorrow no school right?"
then i said, "by monday i get to school it'll all be settled."

ya'll might be thinking, what peice of crap am i writing siaaaaaa. err, for those kaypo kings and queens who are just like me, you'll just have to bare with it and stay out of people's privacy.
thank you for your cooperation :)

Tomorrow's the start of the e-learning week! like, YAHOOO! I guess i'll be 'Prima Deli Philadelphia cheese waffling' tomorrow. cz i'll be out and following my sister to the hospital! that's what i like about going hospitals. waffling, like duh!and yea, the peace and quietness there. like what my sister said, just imagine this scene:

Imagine you were in a hospital and suddenly, you just happen to bump into your crush. and, that'll be so cool, to me. cz the hospital is so, quiet. more peace.

I certainly agree with wht she say ah. truthfully. anyway, lets get over the hospital stuff ayte?

k lah, i gtg
bbtc

izaan XD

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k, i swear i love my team.

seriously, talked to hamizan and maryam about this. man, looking back at times we've been through, like one hell of a big family.

Pasirians,

I swear i love ya'll. You are the bestest stuff ever. We laugh together, we cry together. man I'm gonna mis ya'll ALOT! why am i in p6? cause its just sad to see us walking in different directions. Im gonna miss the lectures we had, the gila times we had, fun times we had, EVERYTHING we had, to make it short. I just hope that this everlasting friendship will never come to an end. and it MUST NOT come to an end. Like i said, we're one hell of a big family. and don't ever forget our motto, one team one dream. Man i just wish that we happen to go to the SAME secondary school, that'll be so cool. well oh well, i can just pray that this friendship will never end.

That's for all pasirians ayte? and once again, ily alot.

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hey,

i just finished crying after looking at that trophy. we deserved a brighter colour than that. but fate brought us to silver....
10% nervousness was carried by us before dhe match. but still, we have to be confident.
time goes by, warmed up to get ourselves ready for the game, me and aisyah changed after that while listening to mr shahizan's story. didn't listen carefully though.
aisyah has to do more drills than me. cause she's the main keeper. but im just, reserved. so who cares, its for the sake of our team.
the match started and wow! xishan scored by the blink of an eye. treated it as 0-0. we scored two goals during that same period. screamed my lungs out.
the second period cannot be remembered. cause i wasn't really watching the game, as i was covered by cikgu salina.
the most terrifying period was dhe last one. i was screaming lyk mad, hugging my helmet very tightly. dang it was terrifying. i just hated it when the p1 did a 10 second countdown. which means dhere was no tym left.
tears rolled down our faces by then. we comforted everybody by hugging, man we NEEDED a hug. the whole team was tearing up, but uma was not, by dhe look of her face.
waaah, jst when evrybody thought that we finished crying, we went back to the stage and continued crying. mr kassim told us to wash our faces. but, we went to the female changing room but continued to cry, not to wash our faces.
and thnx to mr kassim, he treated us drinks, which relieved us and stopped crying. we talked and went back to dhe hall. man i didn't wanna start crying looking at the xishan group altogether
but i jst had to tear up abit.
got along wth the xishan gurls. they're frenly tho.
waah, after prize giving ceremony, we went white sands to celebrate kye lynn's birthday....

wow, suddenly the sad mood slowly turned to laughter as we had extreme fun dhere. and guess what, her parents treated us SWENSENS. lyk so ohmaigod. they are so rich. lyk lynn, thank you so much. wow, it just felt great having the first tym eating food there. i ordered fish and chips, slrups. and i was lyk, the only one who ate a meal ALONE okay. i think. all these ppl ah, small eaters siaa. the dessert was ice-cream, lyk duh. andaaa, becky aand jessie's order was appetising. so nice, should have ordered that one. but who cares, i still love my chocolate crush. after getting our stomachs full, we laughed our assess out when jessi took candids of kristy. kekek saaa

its just amazing how tears changed to laughter just by i day. we cried alot in 1 day, we laughed alot it 1 day...i will never forget this day, ever.

izaan

p.s shermin, thnx for joining the tears.

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hello

woah! junnow was lyk, the last floorball trainig YET the best one.
it was dhe

• most kecoh
• most fun
• most giler
• most tiring

but, it was lyk, dha bez. wah, i love it siaaa..... so dhe damn fun siaa. woots.
k, maybe the other floorballers reading might not be so agree-ing wit me cause they're more experience. but, to me, it was dhe bez

waaah, ca1's finished, lyk... yahoo? kay, maybe its just a 'yay'. its not a YYAAAAAHOOOOOOO! stuff to tlk abt. still got psle siaaaa.

k, hz is lyk, sooooo, erm, howta say? uhh..... nvm. he not online 1 whole day seyh. wht seyh, sedih. T.T alaaar. idc idb. jst as long as he's happy and _________ doesn't go around saying stuff that is IS NOT true to me, irritating me. god!

k, bb. tc
izaan

you know i love him. :)

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