Hello.

I've been updating alot lately.
Kay so, tomorrow's Science, & I can't study in peace if there just HAVE to be some interuptions in the house. I study outside, confirm they ask me do something, while I'm studying. Then I want do, they say I'm tryna escape studying. What the fuck kan? Then, if I study inside, they think I not studying. They keep knocking door and all that shout like mad people from outside saying I drama only study. Then I wna study outside, she confirm got tsunami. You expect me to leave the house with her attitude merepek like that.

How the hell am i supposed to study?

They're currently indirectly praying that I'd fail again by swaering and all that. How am I gonna get high hopes. Make me have low self esteem kan. Then like, confirm everytime they say something, very hurtful. Well it seems that they simply ENJOY looking at their daughter suffering. Yes, that's the word.
I think I'm daring enough to bet, that I won't suceed in life, and it's all because of them while they nagging their throats outs and spoiling my eardrums saying that it's entirely my fucking fault I end up like that.

"If you're gonna hurt me, then do it quickly.
Cause I'm tired of crying"

My eyes are swollen, and they don't even realise it to make it worse.

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