I said my goodbye. Even though not loving him is harder than you know, I'm gonna try. That's the best I can do. As a start, I think I'm gonna totally change blog, blog address, blogskin as there are a lot of posts here related to him. Then when I go back to school, I'll take a different way to go to school and come back from school, not to purposely, stupidly, walk under his block just hoping that he'd be there. How stupid can I get? Talking about stupidity, I stupidly, again, wasted half a box of tissue over him. Again, how stupid can I get? Then what else? Oh, usually when I need two numbers to choose from I pick 5 and 7. 1 number, 7 which means I prioritise him more than myself. Someone tell me why I did that? Now, my numbers are 5, 10, 25. I'm gonna try to make 7 the most taboo number. And lastly, pretend I don't know any Hamizan. The only two Hamizans I know is p6 Hamizan and Sec 4 Hamizzan, i think. And I'm not gonna say Mr Ismail is the father of the guy that I've waited for 5 years. I'm gonna say that he's a DNT teacher of PRPS.

note: saying stupid all the way doesnt mean I regret.

Let's start the change.

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